martine

我已經過了拉警報的年紀
剛剛到了那個臨界點的時候
真的是很擔心再不交男朋友就沒希望了
曾經也因為這個問題而積極了一陣子
可是
話說如此
我天生就不是個積極主動的個性
雖然內心開始著急了
表現出來還是相當穩重
就算有好對象
我也是很溫吞
常常錯失了良機
i couldn't help if i should make some change?

but now
i am too old to think about that.
it's like it's not so importamt for me.
of course, i still want to have the chance to have BF.
but not so earge as before.
i think that i become an old woman, no longer young.
is it good or not to me, i don't know?