好多書要念喔，我都要哭了啦！怎麼研究所這麼恐怖啊, 我看別人都混的很好.......可能是我資質不好吧. 為自己加加油吧!
目前分類：隨筆 (64)
- Sep 11 Sun 2005 11:05
現在的生活
- Jul 30 Sat 2005 21:48
迎新
太恐怖了,真的!!讓我起了休學的念頭.我真的很沒用,不過在聽完課程介紹後,我覺得我似乎應該先打穩基礎才行.我知道我是好運才考上研究所,並不是真的實力好,這讓我很擔心,很怕難以應付研究所的課業........埃...早知如此,應該更認真的.先從英文開始加強吧 !!
- Jul 20 Wed 2005 20:41
Dear Brother
Dear Brother: i am fortunate to have u beside me all the time. but every time when u need me to beside u, i am far away from u. i am really sorry about that. i want to tell u that my heart is with u. don't give yourself so much stress. everyone has his own road. my path is not yours; your path is not mine. i am always proud of u! you are an excellent person. i know u try hard to get what u want. don't take me as your goal, the dream i want is not the dream you want.so don't take me as the standard to success. i know that you can do really well. i hope u live happily as i am. i am your sister, i should take care of u. but most of the time, u take care of me. remember, i am always with u, my dear brother. talk to me, whenever you are happy, sad, angry, or helpless. though i am more childish than u, i will do my best to be your support!
- Jul 04 Mon 2005 10:36
畢業
對我而言,畢業是另外一個開始.對未來有所期待,又帶點恐懼,到底我會面對怎樣的景況?沒想到我真的大學畢業了,想要做些特別的事,瘋狂的事,丟開平常拘謹的我,放縱自己一回.也許別人會笑我傻,笑我笨,那又如何??我就是我,太多的人事,讓我身陷其中,顧慮這個,顧慮那個的,什麼時候才是真為自己著想呢?就算只是短暫的快樂,我也要把它緊握在手中,證明我曾經擁有過. But what is my real want? i don't know myself either.maybe i want to find out my Mr. Right, one that i love, one that love me. This is a very hard job for me, almost impossible i think. i am tired of caring everybody's feeling. i want to be myself. i think my friends may not like this me, but i still want to give it a try. after all, this is one side of me.
- May 23 Mon 2005 16:17
Travelling
1 Perth: about 55300 for 4 weeks (tuition)
2 Christchurch: about 57100 for 4 weeks (tuition & accommodation)
3 Seattle: about 56500 for 4 weeks (tuition)
- May 23 Mon 2005 16:09
暑假的計畫
阿押,爸爸真的很在意我北大的成績...要是他再問我,我肯定會崩潰的,我都說我要留在台灣了,爸爸還是一直希望我去大陸,這真的很難選擇啦,既然我都已經做了選擇,就不要再來動搖我的決心!至於暑假,本來要去美國,在多方考量下,似乎還是留在台灣比較好...畢竟我花了很多錢在考試上,接下來上研究所,也會花很多錢...應該做個節儉的乖小孩...可是我私心還是想去Perth或是基督城 >< 我真的很敗家!我該怎麼辦勒??埃攸...看來我還是趕快去報LTTC,繳了錢就不會胡思亂想了,也可以利用暑假去學開車,最好是能再學個日文,然後明年寒假跟媽媽去日本玩 ^^
- May 15 Sun 2005 08:55
search for my real want.
what is my real want? i feel confuse now. do i need to follow others' expect, or just do myself. but if i do so, will i feel regrate in the future? i think that i make a simple thing difficult. i want to find an answer out, but there is no a exact answer in the world. that's why life interesting.
- May 01 Sun 2005 10:56
It's all over now
終於告一段落了,雖然很不滿意自己的表現,不過,畢竟已經結束了.昨天就在心情很down的情況下去瘋狂唱歌.....不過兩個人唱個真的很累,都不能休息,我們兩個還買了酒進去喝,我真的很遜,一下就臉紅,然後整個人呈現超high狀態. but life goes on, i need to keep on going. what i need to do now is planning for my future. everything needs to be reset. i couldn't believe that my English is not so good as i thought!! maybe the god wants to tell me that people shouldn't be too over of oneself. 反正就是這樣,希望能順順利利的.
- Apr 24 Sun 2005 09:26
2005/04香港
也許是剛考完研究所的關係,去香港的心情輕鬆很多,不管是去哪心情總是愉快的,就連考試似乎都不那麼緊張.考試還是有很多不會寫的,我卻告訴自己壓力不要太大,總是偷看我斜前方的帥哥,讓我考試的心情大好.這次去香港,跟很久不見的Vanessa聚一聚.讓我想起高中在美國的那段日子,雖然時間很短,但很有趣.我覺得香港人都很好啊,像Ray, Gary, Frank, Caecilia, Ann都對我超好的,去美國反而受到香港人的照顧比較多,跟台灣人比較沒那麼好.大美女Tiffany還在舞會前幫我化妝呢,聽說她現在是個法律系的學生.Vanessa更不用說啦,是我在GYLC的手帕交,回來之後也有繼續聯絡.在那次中,我也認識很多德國人耶,很帥喔,哈哈哈,我真是花痴啊.反正現在回想起來,還是希望能有機會跟他們再聚在一起.帶著充滿回憶的心情回到台灣了.........
- Mar 20 Sun 2005 20:08
椰林大道
最近唸書唸到晚上,常常自己走回來宿舍.以前總覺得宿舍到總圖是一段很長的距離,現在卻覺得這條路好短喔.也許是自己快畢業了,想著未來不知會在何方,開始學會珍惜學校的一切.走在椰林大道,仰望星空,對我來說,是另一種享受,回過身去,看到佇立在黑暗中的總圖,像一盞明燈般,照亮了黑暗.不隻道還有多少機會能這樣走在椰林上,就算有,心境也不同了吧.在這關鍵時刻,朋友的陪伴,家人的支持,對我來說都很重要,一路走來,真是感謝他們.總是容忍我的孩子氣,聽我講喪氣話,在一旁鼓勵我.人不可能永遠佇立不前,因此,我也該學著向前看,希望未來不是我所想像的那麼恐怖.杜鵑花瓣,總圖大草坪,文院......很多很多,讓我在這四年很充實,很快樂.原來這就是我的大學生活啊,說真的我還蠻引以為傲的
- Mar 15 Tue 2005 15:03
to 美型男
雖然你不會看到這篇文章,但我要跟你說啊........不要一直覺得自己是廢人啦,看你這樣對人生沒目標,我很難過耶....不要一直覺得我很好,很有出息,我從來不這麼覺得.我覺得啊,人最重要的就是活得快樂,至少這是我的目標.我並不想要大富大貴,也不想要出名.我只想當個快樂的米蟲.跟你一樣,我也沒什麼出息的,不會因為我唸的學校比較好就有所改變.不要對自己這麼沒信心,我覺得你很棒耶.....是真的,你很會照顧人,我去英國的時候都是受你的照顧. 而且你英文也不錯啊,以後要做什麼都有個基礎啊.而且你又長得那麼帥,當明星ok啊...一直稱讚我,我才要稱讚你勒....對了,不要看不起漂亮女生啦,昨天忘了跟你說.你也是漂亮男生啊,還不是很能幹.....好啦 ....只是突然有感而發
- Mar 15 Tue 2005 14:58
2005/03/15
埃...都要考試了還生病><昨天流鼻涕流了一整天,本來想說睡一覺就會好了,誰知道昨天晚上鼻塞都睡不好...一大早起來又拉肚子,只好跑去保健室看醫生,不去還好......去了就得還債,大一體檢沒過,醫生叫我順便去抽血.my god 我最怕抽血啦,我跟醫生說我早上沒吃什麼東西,抽血我會昏倒之類的.....醫生都當作沒聽到,還叫我不要害怕. 哪能不害怕啊!!反正就這樣抽了三管.....他說順便檢查一下一些有的沒有的.....其實抽血不會很痛啦,但當我看到我被抽出來那一大管血時,我有種我要暈倒的感覺. 回來趕快吃葡萄補血........
- Mar 09 Wed 2005 09:38
2005/03/09
討厭........煩死了!!幹嘛要交報告啊,老師是不知道一堆大四生要考試嗎???不會體貼一下學生喔,真是的,現在腦袋裡塞了一堆新聞傳理的,根本沒多餘的空間給孔子孟子啦.......頭大死了,都寫不出來,心情又很煩躁,好像作什麼都不對
- Mar 02 Wed 2005 09:23
討厭的爸爸
真是的,昨天爸爸心血來潮打電話給我,就是為了告訴我大連一直下雪,下得他都覺得煩了.真討厭,名知道我超期待下雪的,偏偏我在大連就不下,一回到台灣,大連就猛下雪.><爸爸擺明了是跟我炫耀,還說的一副他也很無奈的樣子.還有啊,我叫他我的畢業典禮一定要回來,他問我是哪一天,我說是六月四號,他就說"天安門事變",真是不吉利耶.........果真,媽媽馬上跟我說她六月四號要去上海,真頭大.
- Feb 26 Sat 2005 11:12
raining
下雨下的我好煩喔,感覺我整個人都要發霉了,到底還要下到什麼時候阿.就好像天哭個不停,讓旁人感受到祂強烈的不滿與悲傷,跟著也難過起來~~~
- Feb 25 Fri 2005 22:18
2005/02/25
i found out that so many people are fighting for their future, including me. this make me feel hopeful. i just read a news event about a Arabic women being raped legally. i am so fortunate born in a world that treat either male or female equally. sometimes, i complain too much. i should do what i need to do. how much you do how much you earn. be positive!!
- Feb 18 Fri 2005 18:31
2005/02/18
回到台灣,讓我懷念起在大連冷冷的日子.雖然冷,但冷的很舒服.記得在大連時,我總叨念大陸的電視很無聊,都是播一些台灣早就播過的連續劇,廣告則是了無新意.現在阿,人回到台灣,反而想吃大連的羊肉串,喝蒙牛酸奶.人真是奇怪的動物耶.
- Feb 18 Fri 2005 09:10
2005/02/13
回台灣 (差點來不及轉機,卻因此坐到華夏客艙,認識了一個可愛的小嬰兒-小瑜)
- Feb 18 Fri 2005 09:09
2005/02/10
台商會團拜 Wal-Mart 免稅店
- Feb 18 Fri 2005 09:07
2005/02/11
安波滑雪場
